So, a dear dear friend of mine has a blog out here and I so much enjoy reading other people's blogs, that I decided to start on of these myself. I have blogged on MySpace, but that seems to get me in trouble. I enjoy blogging. I feel it is a great release. Read it, don't read it. Judge me by my thoughts...I don't give a damn. This is about me for me. Not about you (well maybe it is) for me (this is for sure the truth!!!)
So, it is just a few days after Thanksgiving. I am really bad at dealing with the holidays being perpetually single this time of year! I broke down and went to my....um...well guess we are friends, but used to be more's house. He invited me over and being I didn't want to end up at Reno's again this year for an evening with strangers, I decided to go. It was s good time. His family is the BEST. Then it was Black Friday and my Mom and I spent so quality shopping time together. Spent the evening alone and then on Satuday decided to trek back out to Woodland to hang out at a bar I used to hang out at all the time in my married life. This is always such a treat. I get to see all kinds of people I have not seen in a long time. It wasn't so bad. Had a few drinks and then talked to the "friend" he proceeded to tell me how much he loved me and wanted to be with me. I know now that this was the alcohol talking. As he hasn't really talked to me since.
Now today...one of my dearest friends came and asked if I would be intrerested in going on a double date. I was like...what???? Turns out there is this guy....25 and named Matt if you can believe it that would like to go out with me. I was like are you f'ing kidding me?!? Another 25 year old and his name is Matt to start!?! Oh boy... The more I have thought about it the more it bothers me. Why not go? Matt(1) doesn't seem to have interest in me when he isn't drinking. Do I just wait around until he does...if he does? Or, do I live my life? Would going out with Matt(2) be a mistake? Is it too soon? Is another 25 year old really what I need to get myself into? Oh brother!! My life just never ceases to amaze me! So much so that I thought what the heck....let's blog about it. So many friends have said I should write a book with my crazy life, so here world...here is my book about Heather Elizabeth Kauffman!!!
Ok, not sure how this thing really works yet, so I am going to publish and hope for the best. Hopefully all goes well and there are may postings to come!
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