Sadness and bitterness consumes me!

I sad, and terribly bitter. I don't wish to be happy, but rather for the pain to subside. I am just so heartbroken. It's not the first time, but just can't seem to shake it right now. I know it will all be fine eventually, but that doesn't seem to stop the pain or the tears. I will smile...just not today...maybe not even this month.