This is my new tree. I got some candy cane shaped Detroit Tigers ornaments from Matt(1)'s Mom, Ellen. I was then at Wal-Mart on Friday and saw this blue tree and then on Sunday this perfect image as you see it popped into my head! I have not decorated for Christmas for three years and decided that this little tree was going to be what I did this year. I SOOO love Christmas decorations, yet I find it extremely depressing to do it alone. I thought three years ago that it would get me into the spirit, but all it did was depress me more. I have not decorated since. It is something I want to share with someone. So, I am not sharing this delightful blue Tigers dorned tree with all the people I work with! As I walk back to my desk I smile and do a little happy dance because I love it! It's not fully decorated yet, but it was just born today! It will get there! I am on the hunt for orange...I mean ORANGE, not burnt orange, but ORANGE bulbs! It will be fun and also exciting when I find them!
Anyway, I had simple and quick email conversation with Matt(2) last night. I may have crossed the line and scared him off when I asked that he does remember me (he is pretty hot and worried he doesn't remember what I look like) and that he knows I am 33. He has not responded. The beauty of MySpace email is that you know when someone reads your email. He's read it and been online. Maybe he is busy... I don't know...this dating and crap is something that I am not used to. Never really dealt with it! I as always will remain patient and let him do the work if he feels it is worth it. (yes, I did read He's Just Not That Into You and try to follow it)
Matt(1) and I had a texting conversation about nothing last night. A guy that seems interested in me on MySpace, we will call B(2) emailed me and we talked for a bit last night and today I had an email conversation with someone that remains dear in my heart, but I have done wrong who will be named B(1).
A friend of mine told me recently that he doesn't know if he is mature enough for a relationship...I am thinking that maybe I am not mature enough for one!!! I just can't seem to get it right! Oh well. I am free to do what I want when I want. I know people that would kill for that sometimes, or is that what I tell myself?
Well, my goal tonight is to get the stuff that is still sitting in my kitchen that I bought on Black Friday in it's proper place, and not on my kitchen table!!! Guess I better get busy! I have 24 articles of clothing to try on and hang up!!! :0)
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Ya know, there have been several things that you've done in the past few days that have really made me feel better. I like lists so here we go...
3. Today at work you asked "How many have I gotten?" which was cool because I was humbled (and really excited) at the responses I got and it was just cool that you said something about it.
2. The comments on my last 2 blogs have been so very encouraging. And it's so very rare that I get an "adorable."
1. The hug incident in the cafeteria made me feel a lot better because I was instantaneously feeling like shit before you showed up and you know exactly why.
There are others too but these are my top 3. Thank you for things like this, they are quite huge to me.
Keep blogging darllin', I see good things coming!
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