Feelings of panic abound!

Well, I really wish I had all kinds of great things to report, but not the case here friends!

I got really sick a few weeks ago. That put me through the ringer. I then kinda started talking to this guy, but he ended up being a pig! No, he didn't have the swine flu...he was a giant DB you could say! Oh well...that was a couple of weekends out of my life. Then there's the Tigers...I cheered and cheered and cheered for them last Tuesday. Alas, no win. Now starts the fun. Good ol Matt and I started talking again. He loves me and wants to make it work...like a sucker that I am, I agreed to think about it. He said he would do anything, but has yet to prove he will do even one thing. I then went to the Lions game at which I met a guy standing in line at the concession stand. Very nice guy that eventually got my number by the time (like 20 minutes) LeeAnn and I got our concessions. He immediately started texting and eventually called me that night. Seems like a really nice guy. What's the problem you say...well...it's a four letter word. MATT. My heart stays connected to him...I can't seem to move on.

Then today I woke up and my furnace was out. I have sat here all day with all these thoughts going through my head waiting for the repairman to get here. He is here now. Yeah...may just be the batteries in the thermostat (that wasn't flashing low battery...I did do my research online before calling). Good news is that he is also fixing my fireplace that has been out since last winter. Can't stand the thought of how much this is going to cost me...he is mailing me the bill...I may faint when I get it, but I guess you could said the agony is prolonged!

I know there are lots of things to be thankful for, but sometimes the insane thoughts fill my head to the point I may burst. I am really looking forward to going to the MAC tonight and being able to talk to AJ. I get to go to Dale Carnegie twice this week and also get to go out with Peter. So many things to be be happy about, yet I have this overwhelming feeling that things are just never going to go my way...

Three letters keep coming to mind lately... FML.